KIDNEY PATIENT POEMS X 4

 


 

 TO DIE ALIVE IS





Man we in a hospice
2 chats away from prayer for the dying
With a dizzying array of part-time players passing through
without prayers
and maybe it’s a fictitious environment where remedy is an illusion borne of hope and hope is an exploitative tonic boxed hopelessly in the default of genes.
If so, god help us as his remit stipulates
Unless of course he doesn’t actually exist
and industrialism is taking the piss

Every requested analysis sounds parasitically opportunist
rendering the din of a doctor’s spin to just that definition
with your soul aching for your body’s liberation
and I don’t want to tempt the phrase freedom or deth but the writing is on the wall clearer than the futile wish that you couldn’t read it
The sheer reality provoking insanity
with bouts of peace from confiding in the deceased
arguably released

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